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Yesterday was a great day

Mood: Ambivolent
Keith of GayKeith has been cast and he couldn’t be more perfect.  But in typical Scott fashion, Scott being me, a good day also concerns me because there’s always been this voice in my head that says I only deserve so many good days. So as they arrive, while I try to enjoy them, I also fear that lesser days must be around the corner.  I’m trying to change this point of view as it is clearly not productive and despite what’s going on all over the world on a daily basis there is still this part of me that would like to believe that I’m a good enough person that I deserve more than one good day in a row. 

Haiti got hit by a massive earthquake yesterday and only two days prior, Northern California was also shook by about a 6.7 tremor…My trip to LA to shoot GayKeith is exactly 16 years after the Northridge quake, and just short of my 16 anniversary of moving to LA.  Sure, it clangs around the head a little and I’ve spent more than a minute or two thinking, “what if the big one hits while I’m there…”

But truth be told, I’m getting tired of being afraid so I say bring it Momma Nature cuz I’ve been waiting 20 years for this opportunity and I’m not about to let a little bit of (or a lot of) earth moving, crust ripping terror get in the way me and my GayKeith. *
*That said Ms. Nature I’d much prefer you choose your wrath for another time…thanks for your attention to this matter.

Xoxoxo Scott of the Earth